I told you last August that this would never endAnd by this August, we will be leaving all our friends.
I’m sorry I’ve been cold for the past dozen weeks
I just need you to take me with you to the heat.
I can get struck with venom
And learn astrological lessons.
My back against spine
Cactus water turns to wine.
Emotionally, I’ve lived inside
To the point that my melanin is deprived.
Now an hour from my bloodline,
Our faces can taste the lips of sunshine.
Flowers will try to survive on the counter
As your eyes begin to lift from the floor.
Our struggle is slowly becoming power
As my eyes continue rising toward the sky.
Genetics make it difficult to put down our beer
But family will still plan visits early next year.
Sickness found a home in both our heads
Stapling eviction notices, hoping we won’t end up dead.
Daisies turn to marigold.
We won’t see them when they bloom.
We won’t die here when we’re old.
We just need a little growing room.
I have a worried mind, but you always take the time to make sure I’m fine.
I know it’s hard to love through accusations of actions from people of my past,
But I remember you telling me that you felt like the worst people got the best version of you.
I wonder how many lovers wish they met when they were younger.
What it would be like if they met before their dreams were stressful,
and before they found out how easily words can be fiction.
Good months break down to weeks,
But our love is still sturdy.
Sometimes it’s just not saying much and holding on until we can get out of bed.
Sometimes it’s accidentally kissing your teeth when you are singing to me.
I’ve been appreciating you a lot lately.
I know we’ve been pretty lazy,
but I don’t mind blaming it on the weather.
We are still young in our endeavors
And you know I’m down for whatever.
I know that this will get better
And I’m fine waiting with you,
even if it takes forever.
We calmly lose our minds between the oak and pines
Watching the skies through kaleidoscope eyes.
With no reason to hide, we bring our bedroom outside.
Don’t bother my tears that soak a lake into the covers.
My head on your stomach just feels like the kinship of my mother.
The half moon rises as it gets colder and
You know where to find that safe spot on my shoulder.
Constellations reflect off our pupils that are hungry for light
As we trade footsteps with animals throughout the whole night.
Leaving our heart at the fire, we share our love songs with strangers.
We dig our own spot deep into nature and live with the endangered.
Those whose hearts are greater and always return the favor
And I understand why you never want to leave
So I sit with you and wipe my nose on my sleeve.
We keep on singing until it is no longer dark
And I understand why it’s home at harmony park.
Never did I think I would find woman worthy of this prayer.
You’re as beautiful as cursive and a leg crossed in a chair.
You kiss me in a way that leaves me searching for air.
The way we’re cold on the stairs
Smoking cigarettes in our underwear or sometimes nothing at all.
It’s not fair for your friends that are quiet when you kiss me
But I earn it when tears can’t stay in my eyes when you’re singing.
Staying up late swinging while we’re spinning,
You moved your way in my ribs,
Dug inside my heart and built a place to live.
I pray that you receive all that I can give
and that your love continues to make me feel like a kid