The sun inside didn’t die.

by kuylerquijas

It’s funny how I fucked up
And gave you up for dumb luck.
I turned down anti depressants,
And began to deconstruct
Until I found what was corrupt.
I think it was my attitude
That kept me in a shitty mood.
I laid my past in segments
And looked at every excuse
Until I could conclude
That I had been the problem.
Coming into spring, I blossomed
Through all my scary thoughts,
And now proud to say I solemnly
Swear I’ll take it slow till autumn.
I have so much to live for
Even though I’m so sore.
I can wiggle out the knots
Until my new girl’s at my front door.
I couldn’t ask for much more.